Tak Ikhlas

pagi2 buta dh ujan lebat...mmg syok klu layan tdo. huuhuuu plak kepala asyik pening jer skrg berfikir tok masa depan. sooo, tau2 dh x sedar diri huhu. bout 5-6am ammar mengeram poo poo. uishhh, so i bg ammar few minutes to do his business. then bla ammar nk smbg tdo blek. cepat2 i change his diaper. tp memandangkn wet tisu yg sangat sejuk lap babat ammar. so ammar pon a bit disturbed and change his plan to be awake. warghhh, i feel i just had a few hours sleep. tp nk tak nak, kn battle dgn ammar to put him back to sleep. tdo gak akhir nyer. so i pon join ammar tdo n abah pegi keje tanpa the 2 of us babai. ciannnn, kta 2 can still continue our sleep tp abah harus berdepan jam nk ke keje.

dh la td time mandi i sengaja...i repeat sengaja melambatkn time dgn :

* mencuci sink

* memberus jamban

* memberus lantai bathroom

= puas ati pon setel pas mengemas. hehee hati dh tawar untuk ke ofis..jadi ini lah keje nyer..

dengan perasaan malas nk g keje td, i pon siap2. plak2 ammar's formula dh hbs. kn la tgu until giant bkk. by the time nk g, ammar dh start cranky. shouting for me...cian ammar. siap ader air mata kt tepi mata...fuhhh, dramatik btul ammar nie. bla sampai giant, x der display pon susu ammar yg tin besar. so, i rs dh rugi time...so make a move to aeon au2. ader pon, siap beli roti lagi hahaaa...leisure2 btul! mmg malas sgt to be in this office...not bcoz i don like the people here, but more bcoz our boss is sooo full of s**t. hehee

but i do have gud news this morning. insyaallah if berjaya...ader lah SINAR HARAPAN BARU! which i so need rite now.