updates on ammar

memang lama gila la, sib baik tak naik gila hehee tak update pasal ammar. so harini i mean yesterday morning i dah took some pics of ammar. kenangan beb mesti ada kan?

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ammar skng ada personal tutor kat rumah, siap dah ada sound lagu A B C tue. yang paling dia pandai mesti la A kan & U. n sekarang ammar lebih suka tiru gaya orang cakap n try to immitate our daily conversations. tak la dia terer habis ngah phrase nie *kira trademark dia la "nanak arrrr" pandai dah kata tak nak n faham mostly everything we said. korang nak tau sapa tutor dia? hehee ammar belajar via new media, interactive vcd la ofcoz. almost everyday mesti tgk sampai kitaorang yang lebam. dari situ la most of his vocabs in english comes from. korang cuba la tok anak2 korang lak...

being Mrs.

or puan really makes a different in your life as student.

dulu, kalau habis kelas rasa macam nak g tgk wayang mmg boleh sempat kan aja.

nak g lepak2 with classmates yang gents pon tak risau.

nak beronggeng sana sini pon mostly akan on jer.

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tapi once u dah ada title pn n ummi...the world, changed.

ada one time bila classmate "lelaki" tanya nama n the other "lelaki" friend tau my status. dia siap warning lagi, "oit, dia bini orang la"...see!

n off coz la diorg akan ada "jaw dropping moments" bila i claim i'm a mommy. heehee, untung gak size S nie. hehee bak kata apek kedai jam tadi "ini, anak u ka?" bila i cakap yes, respon sama akan dapat n pastu dia bagi statement best "badan kecik tak makan tua" (maksudnya lambat la nampak macam dah tua, i'm 28 n he thinks i'm still in secondary school) har har har.... mmg kelakar. tue yang cincin nie mmg klu ingat tue, mesti pakai. tapi tak sapa perasan pon. anyway, bukan i nak yap about my size or anything tp mmg lain la...bak kata klu nak car pool ngan the guys tok g kedai minum pon pikir banyak kali. kang ada sesapa yg kenal nampak n i tak perasaan dah jadik isu...so, i better take a step down n kn pikir bebaik la, klu tak nanti i bole di cap mencemarkan maruah suami. btul tak?

2010 REDIRECTING

am i too late for annoucing my new year's resolution...

tak kot kan...it's still january kan.

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the reason i change my blog to "private" recently was because to redirect my inputs towards having a more educational & less private wise concept. klu lah i ever want to publish sumting personal, i guess i just keep to myself or having it secured with password. kira nyer tak der sapa dapat baca la...ok? plus, sekarang i got less time to blog or fb. i kena jadi sumbody yang read more & alert about anything new, tak kira la news, technologies, world problem n macam2 lagi la. kata nak jadik knowledgable individual. jadi kena fokus la lebih. kelas pon ada 3 time, pagi : 9.30-12.30, noon : 2-5 & evening : 6-9 (n ada times gak yang almost 10 baru habis kelas). sampai rumah for sure la dah nak pengsan kan? hehee :):):)

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so i guess, pasni i bagi more infos & ofcoz stories on ammar. nie mmg harus la sbb i do take my blog as a live journal. kalau tak catit sume mana lagi nak korek all my past. bak kata dr kamy, "today u'll remember, yesterday's u'll still remembers, two days back for sure...gone". so penting sangat la i jot down everything kan.

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actually, dah banyak gak yang i terlepas nak tulis kat sini xpecially tentang ammar. mayb nanti bila i got some time, boley la try refresh otak nie n tulis pasal ammar.

...what if

there are times yang buatkan aku rasa macam kenapa la tak buat ini or itu.

there are times i felt macam kenapa la tak pikir betul2...

ada jugak time yang i wish i cud turn back time tapi to certain time jer coz if i really get to back at time dulu2 i will never have met en suami n have ammar kan?

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but there are some things yang i wish i cud turn back time yang buat kan me n en suami mengalami sedikit kesusahan sekarang. macam nak cakap jer d*mn u *d*n! sebab ko la kitaorang tensi sekarang. tapi takper, mayb kita orang kesusahan sekarang tapi kitaorang redha n berserah pada allah. semoga ujian yg diberikan kepada kitaorang akan memberikan lebih rezki pada kita orang masa depan nanti. hmmm, yang penting, dia mungkin pikir dia menang...tapi kat dunia nyata nie jer yang sementara. kat akhirat nanti cari la dari skng jawapan nyer yer en!

okay, dah puas hati...

back to "skool"

omg, gila lama tak bukak blog nih. bukan setakat bersawang tapi dah naik kulat, sib baik tak berkurap hehee...

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since start kelas nie mmg betul2 terasa penat nyer. setakat drive keramat to shah alam is not a biggy problem sebab i'm used to it sejak buat degree dulu. tapi that was few years back. skng wif ammar along, terasa gak penat nyer sebab ammar dah start jadi seorang yang cranky n clingy. bukan nak komen ammar tapi sebabkan changes yang i gave him "i mean going to classes at 3 different times" makes him confused kot. mesti ammar fikir, kadang2 pagi ada, then petang mula hilang sampai malam. then, pagi dah hilang, tapi pastu petang ada plak. tue yang ammar start jadi moody. he wants me 24-7 okay. tapi i tak penah anggap ammar as a burden...how can? he's my lil sweet heart, i always think of him more than 24-7. bila dah jadi mummy n student. klu dulu habis class ley cabut g bowling or movies. tapi skng bila ada ammar, habis class mmg rasa nak rush balik umah. coz i kesian kat dia. but this is for our own good. team work to achieve better future and tok generate more family income...walllaaaahhh ayat. vision n mission kan kn clear.

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so anyway...assignments dah dapat. i hope i will go tru all this wif an open heart n moga2 dapat absorb semua nyer dengan jaya nya.

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tapi one thing for sure, my wish lists dah grew even bigger. i do asap need a laptop, printer, "en suami pon nak laptop satu" huhuu, then i nak beli broadband so i senang nak surf kat skool even tho ada jer around uitm. n then i nak beli vakom (tah macam mana nak spell). and of coz beg laptop yg bergaya. hahaaa....ooowwwhhh, cepat la dapat loan....hmmm.... :P